How do I sustain a creative life without losing myself
financially, emotionally, or spiritually?
How do I sustain a creative life without losing myself—financially, emotionally, or spiritually?
I’ve had to figure this out the long way, through trial, collapse, rebuilding, and a lot of letting go and honing in. What I’ve come to is this: it’s not about sustaining a creative career, it’s about sustaining a creative life. That’s different. A creative life isn’t something you chase—it’s something you allow. You build conditions for it. You listen for it. You clear space, not just on your calendar but in your mind, your body, your spirit. That’s the foundation.
Financially—I’ve learned to live light and live well. Money isn’t the enemy, but chasing it can be. I make what I need, and don’t worry about more. If I make more I save it for when I make less. That took a long time to figure out. Having enough to make the budget every month is a good life. If you can save enough to stay a few months ahead that takes the pressure off. I’ve let go of some of the myths about fame, success, or “making it.” Those ideas can twist you up and pull you off center. If you have to work at other things then that is what you have to do. Simpler is better. I’ve structured my life so I don’t have to sell my soul. Keep life simple, focus on what is important to you.
Emotionally—I protect my peace. I’ve stopped letting external opinions have too much weight. I’ve learned to spot the trap of comparing myself to others—especially in a world that thrives on showing off. I remind myself that this path is mine, and I walk it quietly most of the time. I lean into routines, small joys, and long walks. The emotions come and go—I try not to cling to any of them. Clarity comes when the noise settles. I stay focused on what I am doing.
Spiritually—this is where the real art happens. My creative work is my prayer, my practice, my way of staying tuned to something beyond words. I just need stillness, openness, and a willingness to follow the thread. I stay open, not to the world’s demands, but to the divine impulse moving through me. That’s what makes the work alive. That’s what makes me feel alive.
And when I drift—and I do—I come back to this one phrase:
Quiet mind, clear heart.
That’s how I know I’m still here. That’s how I stay in it, without losing myself.
Pursuing the creative life is a lifelong pursuit. And there is always a way to do it.
I don't depend on my art to finance me, yet I do spend quite a bit of money on the junque to make it. Emotionally and spiritually work together for me and aren't really separated. Creating art is something that is entwined within who/what I am and pretty much permeates my waking and sleeping life and not always consciously.......it's just THERE on a subconscious level always. Loved this essay. Thank you.
You state you don't need a belief system, but I think you do, as to me, you already have one. The statement that you stay open to the divine impulse moving through you is your belief system. Enjoying being a "newbie" to The Touchonian.